Day 6

Yo,

Wah..i am still alive and well..i think…havent gone insane yet..so im still ok i guess. Is been nearly a weeks since started and I got to say, It is quite difficult actually. I mean, now is holiday and stuff, and i cant play games which means i have to do different things other than gaming.

It has been good. Watched some movies, spent some time with Life-group and family. Have been really thinking a lot about my generation and how i can impact them. Ever since Ablaze Conference, my heart has been crying for my own generation. It has been too long for me being a spectator and not being able to do anything for my generation. As I am thinking about my own generation, there is a few things i would really want to do and see for my generation.

I really want to rise up and to disciple my generation and to help build a generation that are faithful to God and that they will live everyday for God and that they have a heart of not being a generation of “DROPOUT” but a generation that is hunger for God. When I was thinking about this, the word “Dropout” really hit my heart cause I was almost being one of the generation that almost dropout. I really don’t want to see my generation to be known as “Dropout” but known as a generation that is faithful to God. It really hurts me to see some of my friends who I known “dropout” and leaving God. I was there once and I can say it was really scary to see me myself almost dropping out. During Ablaze Conference, God really showed me that I should rise up for my generation and help lead and build my generation to become a faithful generation.

The other area I want to rise up is in discipleship. During Ablaze Conference, really felt God wanted me to rise up for my generation and start disciple others. My heart now really wants to help others to grow closer to God and ultimately helping them to rise up in the area of discipleship as well.

Well,thats my day6…still going well…another 34days to go..
RAShaun

Day2

Day 2…time goes slow when you dont get to do something that you enjoy..haha!!

Oh well, is currently 12pm, and i just woke up. Feeling ok after Day1. Rosie called me in the evening that she drank coffee…haha..i was like nonono..but i guess is ok cause we are human and we do fall sometimes. But the good thing is we can always pick ourselves up again and run again.

Well,what should i talk about? I guess i will talk about the first day of Conference. Woke up quite early cause i have to get to the camp site early. When arrived, i was a little worry about Logistics. But God really lay this verse into my heart

Colossians 3:23-25
Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will reveice an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving. Anyone who does wrong will be repaid for his wrong, and there is no favoritism.

I shared this to my team as well. What really hit me is the fact that Logistics is always the back stage crew. Some people dont even know we exist. Because of the that, sometimes we can do Logistics as we are working for the team and man but not for God. As I was overseeing the Logistics team, I really want my team to have a desire to do Logistics not for Ablaze but for the KINGDOM of GOD. I really wanted to see that my team will serve the House of God with their fullest heart. As I am reflecting on Logistics, i am very proud of my team the fact that there are always available for God. Here are some of photos i took of what the Logistics team did. Thank you so much to them for doing an awesome job. Praise God..!

Thats if from me. Day2..38days to go..:)
Rashaun

Day 1

Hello,
is been awhile..!

Must be wondering whats up with Day 1 for the title..well, me and rosie are currently fasting the things we enjoy the most..so for me is computer games and for her is coffee. Me and her are going to fast and seek God about the future ahead of us…(Dont want to be specific of what we are seeking God for but is something about our future..:) ).

So yea, this is my first day…and is currently 11.32am which means there is so many hours to go. I am feeling quite ok at the moment especially when mum just bought the house a xbox and a widescreen..wow…really going to be super difficult.

I am hoping to tell you guys what I learn from Ablaze Conference and also sometimes share what I have learn through this fasting period..:).
Do note that I wont be updating like everyday..so you wont have to read like 40post from me but if possible i will update each day as much as possible..:P

Oh well, thats my current update for me.
Now lets go to reflection of what i learn in Camp..:)

This years Ablaze Conference is “da bomb”..:) The theme is Unstoppable.
Before i went to the conference, I was quite busy with my uni stuff and also having to start work as well as World Cup. So i didn’t have time to spent time with God before Ablaze Conference. So on Sunday, Ablaze had their ONE Service, Thank God, I don’t know why I went cause i didn’t want to go to One but i did..:). So i went to One and God really delivered. I mean I have some questions that I wanted to ask God but never really did it. So i decided to submit those question to God at One, hoping it will be answered.

I really felt that after One, my heart is so pump up for God and excited for What God is going to do at Ablaze Conference. So here comes my first lesson i learn from God. God wanted me to focus on God before going to the Conference. I think this is so true is some other area of our lives. Sometimes we do need to focus on God before doing anything else. With the right focus and perspective which is in God, I started to see things quite differently.

That will be my update and reflection for Day1, 39days more to go..:)
Ray-Ray…as some people call me..:)